Indescribable;;

Saturday, September 17, 2005:

i've decided to be happy, not depressed. choose to feel loved and blessed. and not stressed. i'm going to lay everything down at god's feet and have the faith that he will restore my life and bring healing into my soul.

wow. today was just so amazing. maybe life is getting better for a change. prelim results, i'm not going to bother what i get. i guess its just a timely reminder that this is how its going to turn out if i dont pump in more effort. and. life will have to go on... so. i want to and will believe god has a way for me. (: same goes for my piano exam. as long as i practice as hard as i can, and put in all my bestest effort, by god's mercy and grace, i'll manage to pass. yupp

longest day was yesterday.. and it was really... i dont know how to put it. touching? thanks goes to all the prefects and teachers who put in so much so much effort to make us feel so touched and loved by mg..

I LOVE MGS! WOOHOOOOOOO~

and i guess thats one of the things i'm going to miss most when i leave. all the blessings and care that mg has given to me all these years, my most happy 10 years school life in that sailor's uniform, all the love and guidance that my teachers have given to me all these years, and best of all, all the laughter and joy from the friendships made in my life with mg. BUT, truly, the most important thing i'm glad for being in mg is the chance to worship and dance freely for god and be a part of a community that, loves the father so so much. and i'm truly grateful for god being so close in my life.

Packing up the dreams God planted
In the fertile soil of you
I Can't believe the hopes He's granted
Means a chapter in your life is through
But we'll keep you close as always
It ~~won't~~ even seem you've gone
Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say "never"
Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
to live as friends.

With the faith and love God's given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you'll live in
Is the strength that now you show
But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

a shout of praise.
9:26 PM